In 21, you’ll experience some roller-coaster-ground-breaking-heart-shattering experiences.
You will know who your true friends are—the ones who deserve to stay in your life
You will know who are the fakes—the ones who are not worthy of your time
You will lose some friends, families, and loved ones you shared memories with
Your heart will shatter into pieces, the pain will be too real to deal with
You will neglect things you took care of, you will even lose the guy whom you loved the most.
His eyes will no longer glow like before
His tranquil words will turn into agitation
His delicate touch will fabricate pain
Every sense of delight will end—a traumatic disappearance of endearment.
Insufficiency of relaxation will arise
Days will turn to nights and nights will turn to days
The only difference is that there will be no sunshine
You will only notice the resemblance of gray and dull luminescence.
You will lose temper, patience, confidence, self-esteem—all of these, I tell you.
You will start doubting people, even yourself
The light on your face will diminish as the darkness starts to creep in
You will definitely lose everything, but not your faith.
In 21, your faith will be the only thing left.
You will learn how to stand up on your feet while trusting yourself and leaving everything behind
You will learn to decide what is best for you—not for everyone else
You will learn that following what makes you happy is not that bad
You will discover more things about yourself—that you are more than the pain and shame.
You will realize that you are not trapped in other people’s expectations and manipulations
You will learn how to jump and take the leap of faith
You will start discovering more potentials that are not yet seen, skills that are not yet molded, gifts that are not yet used
You will meet new people with unconditional love who will encourage you to be better.
Your true self will start to flourish like a tiny seed into a mature flower
You will learn to love yourself even more while sharing the joy and gladness to others
Your eyes will be as bright as the sun in the sky
You will really enjoy your season of progress.
Happiness will overflow while you learn how to forgive
You will diminish every unwanted occurence wholeheartedly
You will be able to live peacefully with spoonfuls of love and faith
Yes, you know that this is not yet done, things may go up side down
But one thing is for sure—faith will always turn every rainy season to a sunny one.
In 21, you will experience pain and joy and it will be all worth it.